im tired of being a fat bitch.

i could literally cry right now.

waiting for my mum to get home from work so she can take me to the pharmacist and get my lipotrim..

nervous/exited? i dont know.. i just want this over with.

if i'm not 98lbs before september i'll go CRAZY.

wanting to look like nicole richie isn't too far-fetched is it?

aaaaargh.

i just want to eat something so bad, i've not eaten all day and i'm already CRAVING chocolate and a bbq chicken wrap =[

sometimes i just feel like i'm gona be like this forever.

NO

NO

NO

NO

NO

NO

NO MORE FATNESS.

that's it. today is it. i will be fat no longer.

i am sick of weighing 200lbs and seeing girls complaining that they weigh 130!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i am sick and tired of it. i want to be the one complaining that i weigh 110 =[

but no

205lbs EXACTLY THATS FUCKING DISCUSTING.

EEEEEEEEEERRRRGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.